LE CIEL EST GRIS

STEREOTYPICAL-NESS OF THE WORLD

HELLO.

The internet is kinda loading uber UBER slowly, its getting on my nerves. GAHHHH.'

Okay anyway, I'm here to talk about why the world is SO FREAKING stereotypical. HAR. HAR. That kinda also leads to the topic of

1) The world being predictable
2) The world being judjmental
3) The world being so misunderstood

Dammit I hate this. Its so... so... phsychologically-related, and I can't do that for nuts.

With regards to the world being predictable, I kinda realise how simple life would be if everyone had the metality of a 5 year old kid. Okay - maybe not. Regardless of whether the world consists of lifeforms no older than 5 OR NOT, it seems that everyone's behavioral and emotional and whatnot performance is kinda predictable-ish. I don't know. Maybe its just me. But only still being in a schooling environment, the people around me just seem to have this disgusting attitude of a freaking kid-brat-whatever you call it. Not only that. As I believe I mentioned earlier, their, quote, 'behavioural and emotional and whatnot performance is kinda predictable-ish'. You can completely tell what they're thinking, what they'll do, what they'll NOT do, et cetera. Basically stuffs like that. I mean, yeah its awesome to know what they're thinking and stuff, but DON'T THEY FREAKING KNOW THAT ..... Nevermind. Won't rant about it.

OKAY. Next. Doesn't anyone feel a little judged once in a while. Well, if you haven't, it just means that you're palpable-ishly full of an air of self-conceit, or you wallow in your own puddle of self-conceit, OR, mayabe you're not really that self-conceited, but just freakishly, abnormaly awesome. Anyway, if you DO feel judged, welcome to the club. That just means you either suck (depending on how often you feel judged) OR you're just normal. Congratulations:DDD

Anyway, constantly being surrounded in a group of unbelievably bimbo-ish bimbos, smuts and people like that (BTW, I totally had to refrain myself from calling them 'idiots'), I honeslty CANNOT connect with them. Its IMPOSSIBLE, seriously. Everyday when I see them, I can't help thinking to myself, 'Why in the world are they so impossibly messed up??' Its truly freaky. HARHAR. Anyway, just to be truthful, I myself have been judged many MANY MANNNNYYYY times by human beings around me. Most of them label me as either 'tau' or 'emo'. Like, what the hell is 'tau'. Can't they just speak English? OR MAYBE, its some insulting vulgarity in a secret code language so i DON'T KNOW. Well, for the record, I KNOW KNOW. So, ha. Ha. Maybe if I really were 'tau' or emo, I probably wouldn't mind being so called 'popular' for those characteristics, but I don't exactly feel that way. I can't possibly be 'tau' or emo (which by the way they probably don't know means 'emotional')! Well, my closer group of friends don't exactly call me that. So maybe, if those quote, 'bimbo-ish bimbos, smuts and people' don't know me that well, because vice versa, I don't feel they have the right to just permanently label me as such. The current impression they have of me is called a SURFACE IMPRESSION. They should go learn it.

But hey, I'm not that loser-ish really, I honestly don't give a crap about what they think of me. Its just the 'privileges' or 'attention' that accompanies someone who's known as someone NOT 'tau' or emo. Okay, lets give an example. Being in a sports CCA, my name is constantly forgotten to be listed for matches. And guess what? I'M THE ONLY ONE FORGOTTEN. Eveytime that happens, which is quite often really, it kinda hurts, as if I'm really unimportant. Its like I don't belong there, they don't welcome me, you know. Its not as if I'm the worst player or anything. Isn't it really really really unfair? Its just so.... DISGUSTING. Its really irks me to the core. GAR.

Okay. Whatever. I'll just end off with this:

I'M SO MISUDERSTOOD.

Bye.

posted by JOY FENGAY @ 6:27 pm