LE CIEL EST GRIS

THAT TIRED FEELING.

Hello. Again.

I'm feeling tired. Its just that feeling you get once in a while, when you want to flop down on a pillow, sleep, and never wake up. BUT, you know you obviously can't, so you just stick to listening heavy metal, or consuming caffeine. Something along those lines I guess ://

Personally I feel that kinda sucks TTM. Maybe, we weren't blessed enough to be bornt and living in the 21st century. But you know, if we're coolio enough to be using blogs nowadays, there's this really high chance of us being bornt in the super late 20th century. Sometimes I wish, that I could just live in the era I was bornt in. Life would be SO AWESOME. The population of cocoa beans then wouldn't have been so drastically low.

In today's time era period whatever-you-call-it, everyone is JUST so busy, and busted. We're all expected to be wired for efficiency, which I feel results in our, well, wired-ness. We don't have time to sleep without worrying about something or another. We don't have time to be sick. We don't have time to eat. We just simply don't have time for anything except around the clock, nonstop, 24/7 work. SHEESH. Let's say if you're a kid in school. I don't know about you, but everything is uber competitive. I honestly do NOT have time to be absent from school, or daydream in class, or slack at home slash or even after school hours. I've tried, believe me. And guess what? YOU CAN LOSE OUT ALOT ON BEING ABSENT. Therefore, my advice to you - don't be.

And, if you're an adult or whatever, you workplace is like this impossibly ever competitive war arena or something. With the current un-awesome economic situation the world's facing, you know you can totally be doomed anytime. Doesn't that just make you so cranky and SO.... so... so...I don't know, tired? But here's the catch - you don't know it, until you actually start thinking about it, which is probably seldom, yeah? Well, maybe I'm not really that experienced with worklife and all, but if I were to compare it with school life, its pretty much the same, just alot less, well, worky/officey, I think....

Look at all the third world countries. What is your initial feelings for the people living there? Disdain? Sympathy? But if you take the time to reflect more deeply, don't you find that they DO in fact have all the time in the world? Sure, their living conditions aren't really that fantastic as compared to ours, but surely, they can actually ENJOY LIFE. This is actually kinda ironic-ish, because if you note the, quote, 'take the time to reflect more deeply', realise that most of us would rather not waste time doing so. But, isnt' the whole point of life to enjoy it? You see in sappy essays and whatnot all of these thingamijigs, so why aren't we following, why aren't we conforming to, I don't know, somewhat propaganda? Ahh.

The thing is, when humans first appeared on the surface of earth from God knows what, there weren't any politics, or human problems such as pollution and whatever. Mother Nature or God Himself didnt invent those things, and ordered humans to follow did they? So WHY? Why in the world have we 'invented' those? Its pretty unnecessary. Its not as if other planets have governments, or even life forms for that matter. It just so happens that we are lucky enough to actually be living on a planet, and not non existent in who knows where...

But anyway, that's kinda off topic. I think the 21st century sucks, no offense to whoever who cares. Unfortunately, my lame and stupid reasoning slash argument doesn't really matter. I guess human beings are just going to continue working like robots, and working, and working. Becauseeeee..... we JUST have to outsmart and outshine others for the sake of doing so, not caring about our personal welfare and even the welfare of others.

Sooooooo, lets paste an artificial smile on our faces, pretend that everything is OK even though everyone honestly experiences agony within, and develop a cunning tendency essential in overtaking others with regards to every bloody thing possible, BECAUSE, HEY! WE HAVE TO:D It doesn't matter its just so damned hard to relax nowadays, nothing matters does it? We're all fine, happy to work, and shine economically, politically and such:) We ABSOLUTELY LOVE our current lives:D

posted by JOY FENGAY @ 6:37 pm